think i'm going to be sick.. sorethroat leads to fever that kind. haha. anw stayed home yday.. supposed to study ya.. still haven't touch. see. it doesn't mean if i'm home i'll study but they wld rather i be home instead, stoning.
i've psycho myself not to be so obsessed over salsa - yes, bei ma xing le - but still can't psycho myself to study. there's no point giving it up if it makes no difference in what i have-to-yet-don't-like-to do. there's nothing to look forward to now, always a dark cloud overshadowing the enjoyment. if i can't do the things i like, i'd rather not like the things i like. and if it means i go back to the life of drudgery in the neverending paper chase.. *shrug* the education system was never meant to make people happy.
she just wish life wasn't so empty.
knives are meant to be sharp, like sunlight.
i need to wake up.
